Life is not a gold-mine.

Zuzu. I'm back after a short moment of silence. Why. Because I'm still sleepless and have to do something...to fill up my time (night time). So this time the topic will be "Life is not a gold-mine". That's right. And I'll give you examples based on my own experiens.
The title of this blog is not an accidental choice. As you can see from my previous post...well I'm kinda idler and unambitious and also got lack of success in almost everything I've ever tried...hope you catch my drift. But realizing that life is not a gold-mine is a logn process. The first time I've found this...well it was when I was 5 and there were no more Santa, but dad (even without a costume). That's right ..no trace of the fat basterd, just my dad. Actually it wasn't a big deal, but it is still sad to know that Santa is fake.
Next step to my conclusion was when I was 13. I wanted to be a football player. Dad said that it is not for me (but said not so gentle). So I understood that I will never be famouse...well except if I commit suicide or blow up something..you know terrorists and etc.
After I while I've found that I'm not smooth with girls. And that was really depressing and sad. I've tried different methods of approach (working out hard 4 years, different hairstyles, different cloths) and guess what... 5 to 10 % success...epic fail. And things are going the same way..mean nowaday. While ago I fell in love with one of my friends. And I was sure that she digs me. You can figure out what happened. Now she's away and I miss her and she probably don't give a fuck about me :\ . Sounds like a bad movie :D.
And now about my "career". I graduated school and now I study law. It is not what you are thinking. It is boring and not so well paid and it is not easy to graduate. Oh and I was just about to forget ..compared with my colleagues I'm retarded. While ago I've started my own online business. Epic fail just like everything else.
And my dad also thinks I'm retarded. No joke.
Well in few words this is the reasons why I called my blog "Life is not a gold-mine".
Feel free to post comments with more reasons why life is not a gold-mine...I still want to fill my list with some more. I know this post is boring and stupid, but it is my point of view.